What is the matter with me?I explode, I just say whatever seems best at the moment. Do I even realize what I am saying sometimes when I am mad? It feels I have damaged more things in my life then made things.
And why is it I cannot understand people well? They say something, and I mess it up by saying something that I would say back.
Sometimes I am very insensitive; it's one of my weaknesses I guess. Why can I not control myself well?
I almost want to be bad like this, but why do I?
People have told me that life it to short and that I should just love as much as I can; and yet I cannot seem to love people the right way.
This is to all the people I have hurt, whether you will ever read this or not. Whether you be an internet friend, or a friend I lost years ago, I hope you understand that I just don't know how to act normal.
Know that I hope to show my sincerest regrets.